Was at a homebrew club meeting: had to go before it even properly started. Was peopled out super fast.
Someone asked me if I was up for company. Sex might've even been possible. But no. This is how things are when you have a weight in your brain.
I am hoping to get through it, to somehow emerge and it's just. not. happening. Seriously, is it just because it feels longer or is it actually longer? I've cut back on drinking, I've tried to get enough sleep, I've made sure I've been getting exercise and eating and...
I've been doing all the things I'm supposed to do and they are working, I suppose, in the sense that I haven't been getting worse but I don't seem to be getting better, either.