Thursday, July 22

Good News, Everybody!

.:I'm not evil. I'm insane.

Wednesday, July 14

I don't sleep,

.: I like the word 'drunklaimation'. Nice.
Just figured I'd get the ball rollin' again, since 200 posts is a kind of milestone, and then-what?
Sleep has been patchy. Not just because of the heat.
I am kicking the writing gear back up again, but it's slow going sometimes.

One of my roomies and I went to a country bar on Fri. He got digits from one who left early, and was taken home by another.
I sat there and wrote, scaring off females.
Come Mon-guess who's calling him?
If you said 'both' then we have a winner.
I think I'm going to sit here and keep writing, scaring off females.
I'm told I need a booty call. That may be true, but I don't have the wherewithall to actually look for one. Let's face it; booty calls require at least some effort-but I don't have it in me right now. I mean-it would be good to not lay awake at night, thinking so fucking much, it would be good to get back to a state of 'normal'.

It wouldn't cure things. I'd still have a sense of longing that wouldn't go away, I'd still be wishing for apologies that don't matter, I'd probably drink a little much, and I haven't the slightest idea if I'd write enough.

At the moment, I'd take the ability to fucking sleep at night, though. The chance to dream a new dream. Hell-I would've liked the old dream to have come true, even though I'm a little vague as to what that old dream is.

I guess that's something to think about. I don't take the 3rd step before the 2nd. Ever. Wonder how that affects things?

The link is just something I found that I thought was cool. No real relation to this post.

Saturday, July 10

200 Posts

.: as of Dan's drunklamation.
.: Just wanted to let everyone know I'm drunk. Not too drunk. Just a little. Buzzworthy, like MTV.

Wednesday, July 7

It's on, oh yeah, it's on.

.: Would you like some W with your fries?

Tuesday, July 6


.: Kables has a fun post on his site. After a fun holiday weekend he returned to work to find this at his cubicle.

Read all about it.

Monday, July 5

re: A.C. Newman 'the slow wonder'

.: There is something magical about this album. It took me quite a few listens, most of them quite casual, to grasp it, but last night, lying in bed, it touched me.


.: God is having a very good chuckle. The laughter mentioned in my last post is in regards to girls. Night before last I basically decided that I was going to make some 'moves' on various young ladies. This after nearly a year-and-a-half since my last relationship. So yesterday at work, no joke, they all came by within the same hour, just daring me to make some kind of decision on which move to make first. Then today I run into this girl who I've known for 8 years and always had a crush on. When I first met her I thought she was too young, it was that awkward stage between adolescence and adulthood for her and I was in my mid twenties, then she ends up dating a guy I know who happens to be my age. They were together for quite some time and have a child together. Insert a bit of laughter. Well I run into her now and again over the last couple years since they split up and always talk myself out of making any move. Then she dates someone else I know, albeit briefly. I hung out with her a couple months ago with the idea that maybe something could happen, then I got distracted or distracted myself purposfully but unconsciously. Today: I run into her and she looks amazing. I am excited and we plan to hang out later this week. By the way, she only lives a block away. This evening I walk over there to see if she's around and find out her ex has a job offer in another city and that she needs to decide whether or not she is willing to move, in fact she is supposed to decide tonight. Otherwise I guess he won't take the job, because of the child. Unabashedly I let her know that I would be sad to see her move, that I am always excited to see her and for whatever reason I never really pursued her but at this point I am interested. I'm sure this must have uncomplicated her evening entirely. I'm not sure how I feel about the fact that I had to put that out there for her. All's I can do is wait, and I don't know how interested she is but she's always seemed so. I guess I just hope and pray for the best whatever that result may be.


.: ...I use Mozilla Firefox! I tried Mozilla a bit over a year ago and had Java issues. I'm trying it again, and everything seems to be working fine. "Bye, bye IE."

.: ...God is laughing at me. Which is fine, because of all the qualities God surely has 'funny' must be in the Top 3.

.: ...I cook dinner.

.: ...I'm listening to The Cars.

.: ...I want a new bicycle. Go Lance.

.: ...I like Icehouse beer. Yes, it's true. Considering it's price and the fact that I tried it from a can, it is quite tasty. Maybe it's me.

.: bathroom is clean.

.: ...I want to read "Life of Pi" by Yan Martell

.: ...I think that Cosmo is part Penthouse Forum for women. There's at least elements.

.: ...I know Icehouse is brewed by Plank Road Brewery. Plank Road Brewery is owned by Miller. I still like it.

Friday, July 2

the slow wonder

.: Picked up 'the slow wonder' by A.C. Newman of The New Pornographers today. Needs more listening.

I was messing around with photoshop creating a collage of sorts and I made this, which I kind of like.

ummm...I gave myself a haircut.

Thursday, July 1


.: I guess the hamburger is 100 years old. Time for some fuckin' grillin', baby.

Of course, there is such a thing as too much:

I mean, 6 pounds. Really.

Found this Capt. Think you'll dig it.
I'll probably post it on my site later.